Turkey
Its 4:43 am. There are flowers on the table.
Turkey is cooking. Green beans in the slow cooker.
Two pies in the window.
A mess on the table.
Four people, three dogs, three cats and one bird all sleeping.
I used to feel like nothing I did was enough and that would make me sad.
I still feel like nothing I ever do is enough but now I feel hopeful.
Im not sure if I should warn, teach, educate people. It lives in me. There are so many I know who are not living in truth. I want to help them see it. I don’t know how other than to just post stuff on fb but I feel no one reads it. Maybe the people who already know it. Am I making a difference?
Im not sure if I should just stick to educating my kids and teaching them only. sigh…..
I wish I trusted more people. I wish more people were trustworthy.
I don’t know how to get past my unrealistic expectations of people. UG!!!
There are flowers on the table.
